the GazettE @ The Circus, Finland

I'm always fashionably late with my concert "reports". It takes me ages to fully recover from the gigs.. Especially from a gig like this. Gazette ain't just a band, it's much, much more!

So now, after 6 long years of waiting, the concert weekend finally happened!!

the Gazette @ The Circus, Finland 29.09.2013

We left to Helsinki on Saturday morning, and took Laura with us from Tampere! The road trip went super fast.. We might have been just a bit insane that day.. That weekend.. Well... That week actually.

Wanted to do something different to my hair for the gig, so I took some inspiration from Kai and this happened. LOVED IT!!! ♥

Also made proper nails!

When we finally arrived to Helsinki, we still had lots of time before we could get to our hotel room. So we went to do some shopping. Didn't find anything though, except makeup, food and shit like that. 

Then when we got into our hotel, I made a dinner reservation for us to Domo! And thank god I did.. Damn I love that place. We ate like crazy! 3 course meal with a hint of alcohol! Too bad Janne didn't feel so well so he didn't come with us.

Le om fucking nom! I have no idea when we went to bed, but I guess we didn't stay up that late. You need all the energy you can get, when you are going to see Gazette.. 

When Sunday FINALLY came.. The day we had been waiting for ages.. Me and Laura both felt so fucking sick. My stomach hurt like bitch and I just felt awful.. And that feeling of disgust when you know, you have to eat something before the concert.. 

We did our makeup and got ready, we didn't have to hurry because we weren't going to queue like.. At all. So we went to check the line (that was insanely long), got some food (mmm coffee smoothie for me ♥ I couldn't eat anything that wasn't liquid XD) and came back to the hotel. 

When we finally did leave to take our places from the line, I was just about to vomit.. I was gagging the whole walk to Circus.. Those feels..... But thank god it didn't last that long.

We went to queue like 30 minutes before the doors opened. We all had VIP-tickets, so we got inside 1 hour before normal ticket people.

Da gig faaaaaace!

Got to loan this top from Laura to the gig ♥

And OFC Gazetto's staff took video from the line.. And you can see me in that god damn video like 4 times. WHYYYY! I'm in every frigging video and pictures they take from the lines and shit *headdesk*. Well... I know I'm awesome! You can watch it from here : the GazettE FINLAND

We didn't even dream about getting to the first row, so we just prayed that we could get "front row" places from the balcony. So when we finally got inside, Janne went to buy shirts for everyone, when me and Laura ran like crazy to the balcony. "There's space!! RUN LIKE THE FUCKING WIND!!!" AND WE GOT THE AWESOMEST PLACES EVEEEEEEER!! "YOU CAN SEE KAI PERFECTLY FROM HERE!!" "I KNOW!!!!". 
We just wanted to see and hear everything perfectly. We were so fucking happy, you have no idea. And we could sit and wait for the concert to start.. And die.

The waiting feels always like hours, even though it's like 1h 30min.. That's too much. I was shaking like crazy and I felt like I was going to get a frigging heart attack.. That moment when you realize "I'm going to see Gazette.. I'm finally going to see them again". Try not to cry.

And then... Finally... After a long wait, [XI] started to play and the FINAL concert of the tour was starting. Holy fucking shit. I don't think I have screamed that loud like ever.. Then Kai magically appeared to the stage, and the rest followed. 
How can anyone look as perfect as they look? That's just.. Impossible.

-intro- [XI] 
1. VORTEX 
2. LEECH 
3. BEFORE I DECAY 
4. GABRIEL ON THE GALLOWS 
5. VENOMOUS SPIDER'S WEB 
6. THE SUICIDE CIRCUS 
7. DRIPPING INSANITY 
8. UNTITLED 
9. DERANGEMENT 
10. HEADACHE MAN 
11. SLUDGY CULT 
12. COCKROACH 
13. FILTH IN THE BEAUTY 

EN1. SHIVER 
EN2. Ruder 
EN3. LINDA~candydive Pinky heaven~ 

I think my heart started bleeding when Untitled and Cockroach started... I might have cried.. Just a teensy bit.. I was just so fucking happy that finally, they were standing in the same room with us, playing the worlds most awesomest music! 

I sang the whole concert, danced, moshed.. I did everything like crazy!! It doesn't mean that when I go up in the balcony, I'm going to stand there like a zombie.. No fucking way!! And our places were amazing, cuz we could headbang like crazy over the railing!!! That was some hardcore headbanging we did!! I have never headbanged like that.. It felt like my back was about to snap, and for a moment I felt like I was going to fall down from there. At some point I couldn't lift my head up anymore, without my hands or the momentum XD "THIS PAIN IS UNBELIEVABLE!!". I might be getting old, but fuck it. I'm gonna wreck myself in concerts until I die.

When Cockroach was playing, and Reita started doing his own headbanging, where he lifts his leg (well anyone who's a fan of Gazette knows what I mean).. I died. That thing is the most amazing shit ever!! And when he spinned and lifted his bass...... I felt like I could dig my eyes out and die. It was just too amazing to handle. And his tongue.. Reita, why are you so perfect? I can't handle that much awesome! 

And Aoi's "I'm sexy and I know it"- moves. And his "Loreal hair". When he moved his hips and was just.. Sexy beast. They all were amazing! At some point it looked like Kai was crying, but I'm not sure.. And Aoi x Uruha porn.. Is always nice to watch!!

Ruki didn't even need to try to get people scream louder or anything like that. We screamed so loud and were so crazy that his expression was like "O_O" And he said something like "Wow!". He also spoke something in Finnish like "Kiitos", "Onko kivaa?" and stuff like that! And ofc he also did his horny hip moves that makes every woman insane..

Ruki took a lot of contact with us in the balcony, and that was awesome! It's like everyone always says "HE STARED ME THE WHOLE TIME!". Not like that with me, but I got contact with him couple of times, and I melted.. 

But as every good thing, the concert ended. After hour and a half. They threw picks and bottles, and Kai threw like 3 drumsticks to the balcony.. And he failed.. So cute ♥ 
And as always, we started crying.. It all came out. Janne went to get some water to us and we wanted to die. But I got myself back together quite fast! 
And Aoi was taking pictures with fans outside. With a translator ofc. And OFC we missed it. But god damn you Aoi, why you so awesome ♥

Bought the RAD MAN tour 2013 shirt with the tour dates in the back ♥ I LOVE THIS!! It glows under blacklight ♥ And it's so frigging comfy!

I also got the poster (that I need to get framed) and towel! I really wanna use that towel, but I really don't... And the VIP pass!

But yeah, I guess I don't need to say that the concert was so amazing!! First gig was even better because RWTR, but STILL LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!
The only thing that I'm not satisfied with the concert is that THEY DIDN'T PLAY RIDE WITH THE ROCKERS! Why.. Why god why.. RWTR is the most amazing shit ever!! You better do it in Japan, or I'm going to do something.. Something!! 

I think people behaved well, and I didn't see anything bad happen. But I heard that some people were jerks. But there always are some. And as always, those people were Russians. Why do you guys always have to be jerks? Last gig you were poking people with fucking needles... Insane. And they threw few Russians from the gig because photographing so HAH! You should really learn how to behave. And if Gazette says "DO NOT TAKE FUCKING PICTURES" you don't take pictures. I really don't want to wait 6 years AGAIN to get them back here. Damn people are stupid. 

But whatever, they LOVED FINLAND ♥

Ruki: "Kiitos! Suomessa! Paras!" "Please expect a next world tour!"

"We took on the challenge of a world tour in order to learn something as a band. More than feeling lonely that it's over, the final in Finland ended with the feeling of "we can't help but look forward to what's next." We hope to be able to do more lives in even more countries. And we hope to become a band that fans from all over the world will come to Japan to see. Thank you!" 

Aoi: "Actually the GazettE means, Helsinki" 

After the concert, I pumbed into my dear Emma ♥ It had been since forever we last saw! Then we finally got our of there and saw couple of other friends also ♥ Then I dragged Emma with us to the hotel to enjoy some cider and talk about the gig. And complain from the pain. We were so fucking broken. But we talked a lot and I had so much fun!!

...I have no idea. My both arms were like that.

When I woke up in the morning, I was like.. "God damn my legs hurt like shit" and then BOOM. Let me just say, that when I put my jeans on... I wanted to scream cuz it hurt so much XD

We left before 12am and the drive home was long.. And sad XD Concert depression is always awesome.. Not. 

Had the best weekend ever, thank you everyone!!! ♥ I hope we can see before next concert!